Momento de cafe o de parque
de sielncio aparente
de reprocharse en el renglon
de no sentirse agusto
de decir entre azul y buenas noches
a manera de cuento de zigzagueante lentitud petrificada .
De retratar a la violacion
el mal humor de la deshonra
de descubrir ante los ojos
el jardin amargo del ignorado,
Y en esta discrepancia de ser, de aniquilarse,
el “no dejarse ver” de pronto se administra
me vuelve camaleon ; su color me figura
el verbo amargado del poema
Hoy , eres tu por la que escribo,
arrastrando los mismo recuerdos,
que ya no son recuerdos.
hoy puedo luchar contra un nuevo relato
y ser el narrador, a medias.
la memoria no es otra cosa que una ayuda
del olvido. No sirve para mas.
Me siento el monstruo
que mueves a tu antojo
con la inocencia de un niño
contandome su sueño
Te quiero -
Como ves no soy màs que la pinche habitacion
de esta estupida palabra …
Què extraña lentitud para contar las horas ajenas y perdidas
que escasa prontitud hay en mis manos , en mi mirar
para decir todo lo raro que pudo padecer la escasa huida
en esta loza sosegada y fria , en este anochecer de sabado
en esta lluvia, en este fenecer de mis vigilias.
Que terca ineptitud , poco asombrosa , solitaria y fria.
Que extraña lentitud en esta muerte que respira vida .
FAIL
Summer’s Gone - Live 1999
uhh… como gasto y gasto y sigo gastando espacio en tumblr
vdd?
y como sigo y sigo hablando con nadie
solo escribo y escribo
sabiendo lo tonta que me veo haciendolo
~.~
ooh si…
mientras tanto en Francia
-OHHH YEAH BRIAN, MORE , MORE MOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH FFASTER BITCHHHHHHHH
:)
Para que un memo, nos quiera demostrar
Que tiene poderes en sus manos, que solo con tocarre tu mal habra sanado
Pues mira amigo, te metes por el culo ese don divino que dios te pudo dar
1.
today i bought Placebo’s presale ticket. YES YES YES YEEESSSSS!!! man, i’m so excited and i can’t wait until February. why can’t tomorrow be February already? *rolls on the bed*trust me, when the show ends, you’re going to be wishing it was today again, LOL, it always happens, and then you’re going to wish everyday was that day ._. or at least I did that, i went to a lot of things to finally go to the show and met them xD, wish you luck
2.
after buying Placebo’s ticket i went to JASSO’s office and gathered information about this and that for studying in Japan. yes, i am going to make it happen. within this week i’ll start making calls to the helping agencies and start calculating things. it’s sneaky because i haven’t told dad yet, but i kind of want to make all preparations before telling him.GREAT! I’m going to Japan next year (and who should care?) what do you want to study there?Thank you Mar :))
YES YOU DID MEET THEM! you lucky bastard X3 ♥♥ and i really trust you on that. February the 16th will be one of the best days in my life. i would want to move my birthday to that day i guess.and wow, if everything is in place we might meet in Japan! haha! the plan is to go next year and i’m going to study Languages :) you’re going for holiday? Ah damn we really need to exchange IM addresses so we can talk more, lol
16, lol that is a special number for me 8D I’m going to study culture and blabla, with two cousins, yes I think is going to be on holiday
and yes, I will send you a note on deviantArt or something so we can keep in touch
1.
today i bought Placebo’s presale ticket. YES YES YES YEEESSSSS!!! man, i’m so excited and i can’t wait until February. why can’t tomorrow be February already? *rolls on the bed*
trust me, when the show ends, you’re going to be wishing it was today again, LOL, it always happens, and then you’re going to wish everyday was that day ._. or at least I did that, i went to a lot of things to finally go to the show and met them xD, wish you luck
2.
after buying Placebo’s ticket i went to JASSO’s office and gathered information about this and that for studying in Japan. yes, i am going to make it happen. within this week i’ll start making calls to the helping agencies and start calculating things. it’s sneaky because i haven’t told dad yet, but i kind of want to make all preparations before telling him.
GREAT! I’m going to Japan next year (and who should care?) what do you want to study there?
3.
i need to find a work. lol. teaching drawing? teaching English? some friends did say that i can be a teacher. XD grawr. whatever it is, i need to find work as soon as possible. uh.
so, yeah. life seems better now. ♥
I’m glad it is :)
